Now, they are discussing one of their friends who had an affair for two years. His only crime? He got caught.

I’m gonna leave before I lose my job.

Are discussing how the Olympics are gonna ruin England.

Apparently England is full of terrorists.

Also according to them America is trying to take over the world, starting with England.

Oh and tug-of-war should be the main Olympic sport.

Oh and the other problem is that the world is trying to make everything equal which is clearly wrong, because equal rights are unfair.

Now it’s immigrants that they are complaining about, are they in aware that I’m an immigrant?!?

They are making me angry. I think I must leave for a moment.

And I hope my boyfriend doesn’t still read my tumblr because I’m gonna talk about one of his friends.

This friend, we’ll call him Steve, I met at the same time that I met Lyle. Steve was dating a girl that he’d met a few months before I met Lyle. Now Steve has always been a flirty guy which was why I was kinda surprised when they got engaged a year ago. They got married just after christmas, and because Steve is from south Africa, they even had two weddings, one here and one there. (so two opportunities to back out if it wasn’t what he wanted)

Well apparently on Friday Steve went to a friends house (because his new wife was away for work) and had quite a few drinks. Then some how ended up in bed with two other women and a man. He claims that he was really drunk but no mater how drunk you are, at some point during the night it must of occurred to him that out of the three people he was sleeping with, none of them were his wife!!

I don’t know why it bothers me so much, besides the obvious. I guess it’s just the fact that I know he’s not planning on telling his wife. And my gut just wrenches for her at that thought. I mean I know that cheating can be a touchy topic and I understand that each situation is different, but having a foursome with strangers, just six months after getting married! And while his wife was away working!

I am very thankful for the disgusted look on my boyfriends face when he told me the story though. Although I don’t know Steve’s wife very well, I hope she doesn’t get stuck with a man that would do that to her.

I have never been a great lover of money but I respect it and appreciate what it can do. I wouldn’t say I’m the best at budgeting or anything but I do think I have my priorities straight. I make sure all my bills are paid before I spend a penny.

My parents on the other hand…
They just tend to make stupid decisions. Like spending over two hundred pounds on a dog, in the same month that that dad’s pay cheque was cut in half. I mean why not wait a month till you can afford it. Yesterday they took my brother to the fair and spent well over £30 on absolute crap! Then today they want to borrow money cuz they have none for food. WTF! Don’t spend money on shit if you can’t afford food.

Now, I can’t begrudge them money if they have no food but I know they can’t afford to pay me back. As you know, I’m trying to move in two months, so I need all my money for a deposit/rent and all those moving expenses. But they just don’t seem concerned with that. When I tried to talk to them like adults about this, my dad threw his arms in the air and said “don’t borrow it to us, we’ll just all starve!”. Which isn’t exactly a grown us response.

I hate dealing with money and my family.

Today’s my last day off, back to work tomorrow.

I’m going to our town’s little fair type thingy to celebrate the queen’s jubilee. In traditional English sense, it’s probably gonna rain today. Which will be extraordinary fun while I’m at this thing with my family.

While I’m doing that my boyfriend will be in London, at Wembley watching England play! I’m so jealous of him.

Well time to go celebrate the fact the Queen’s been reigning for 60 years.

Is my role model.

Yes, he is a fictional character from a Disney show but he is AWESOME.

No one in my house is under the age of 14 yet the main tv is on Disney channel 90% of the time. In fact right now it’s just me, my mom an my dad and we’re still watching Disney…

His response to the tighter than normal fit:

“it’s like my ass was hungry and wanted to eat jeans!”

Lately me and my dad have been having a lot of extremely pointless arguments. The kind of argument when some one says something in an “offensive” manor and then the other person replies in an “offensive” manor and then the next 30 minuets are spent arguing about about who said the wrong thing when, how and in what manor. Arguments that honestly have no point.

Obviously I feel like he’s been starting these arguments but I’m more than willing to share the blame. I’ve been trying to figure out what I’m doing wrong. I’ve tried not arguing back and admitting (true or not) that i’m in the wrong but then he says I’m patronising. I’ve tried just ignoring it or walking away, which he has firmly complained is disrespectful. I’ve even tried explaining how I feel and asking him if there is an underlying problem, to which he always dismisses, brushes the whole argument off or tries to make a joke about it. It’s like he just wants to argue with me.

I’m sure it’s directly related to how crapy my parents relationship has been lately and probably has something to do with the fact that I’m moving out in a couple months. I just wish I knew how to fix it. I hate fighting especially with my dad. But our relationship still seems good and none of the fights are about anything important. Its like he just simply wants to argue for the sake of it.

I just wish the last few months of me living at home would be enjoyable and a chance for me to, I suppose, say good bye to this chapter of my life. I guess it’s more likely to be a tense, stressful rush to get out of the house. I don’t want to be one of those people that are dying to move away from their family but at the moment I am. Right now I feel like the bigger the distance between us the better and I hate myself for feeling like that.

Man I’m really a Debbie Downer tonight. I’m gonna go make coffee and play more Skyrim.

My iPhone, which I artful dropped down the toilet, has miraculously started working again.